Clarification

I don't know if a blog is the appropriate place for an apology or not, but it seems that my anger this morning may have been misinterpreted as direct.  Please let me be clear - it is not.  For one thing, I know that everything anyone offers me is offered with the very best of intentions.  I have received more support than anyone has a right to.  I tried to be clear in that I am not angry at anyone.  There was an instance early this morning with something really crazy and all the anger I've been keeping at bay just spilled over.

If you're a woman, have you ever had a moment with PMS when you knew you were behaving as a total witch, but were powerless to contain it?  Even in the moment of being so witchy you regret it but continue because it feels as if you may just explode if you don't.

My anger this morning was like that.  I know it's over the top, especially for me.  But it's the first time I've allowed myself to be angry.  It was exhausting but I feel better for purging it.  And that was the exact point of putting it on paper.

A reminder to me that people read this and could be offended, and a reminder to others that I would never, ever intentionally hurt those that are reading this blog.  It's the people who don't read it that I have issue with.  So, please, please, know how much I treasure my family and friends.  It's you who have carried me and continue to.

So I come to those who take the time, who have the interest, who have loved me and cared for me asking for indulgence for a moment of angry release.  Know, as many arguments begin, it was over someone and something that doesn't really matter and it's over.  Up in the air as my dear David would say.  I truly hope you understand and forgive me.

I close this with sincere thanks, and true appreciation for the wonderful people in my life.  God bless you.